Endings – 2015

endingsI have always followed the rhythms of the seasons and as a result I always find myself reflecting and ending my year around 10/31…it must be my Celtic roots.

Last week I was beginning to think that I’ve been in a rut…a yearlong rut to be exact. But as I started to reflect and peel back the layers, I was startled to discover that I was not in a rut at all, but I have been in mourning. I started to make a list of what I’ve accomplished in the past year and uncovered the underlying theme:


  • Letting go of an apartment that took up too much energy
  • Letting go of the illusion of “living the American dream”
  • Letting go of the concept of being a corporate career climber
  • Letting go of how I defined myself to my friends, to my family, and to Corporate America
  • Letting go of old “victim” stories that no longer serve me
  • Letting go of toxic friendships
  • Letting go of a loving relationship that no longer made me happy

My mantra for this year has been to “create and live an extraordinary life”.  And today I finally realize that I’ve been “making space in my life” in order to make this mantra a reality.  I never knew that I would have to let go of so much!  And yes…there are moments when it hurts and I feel like a complete failure!

This past weekend I walked through a book store (one of my favorite ways to reconnect with spirit when I’m feeling sad and lost).  As I randomly walked the book aisles, this book jumped out at me.

failIn the book, Pema Chodron states:  So a mantra you can give yourself is, ‘I’m okay.  I haven’t done anything wrong here.’ And at the same time acknowledge that it’s really painful place to be.  You can rephrase your self-talk away from, “I am a failure; I’ve really messed up here. I am fundamentally unlovable.  I am fundamentally broken.”


“Hey, wait a minute.  This is really painful, but I haven’t done anything wrong.”



Wow…I never realized that historically I have always associated “letting go” with “failure”.  Imagine being able to let go and walk away from a situation with out being branded a failure.

  • What do you need to let go of in order to make space for something new?
  • Why are you afraid to let go? 
  • What story do you tell yourself in order to avoid letting it go?
  • If you were guaranteed 100% that letting go would make space for something extraordinary to enter your life, could you just relax, let it happen, and allow the magic to unfold?


Robin Rosenstiel

Explorer of Uncharted Territory

Seeker of Truth

Bodacious Dragon Slayer







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